I dont need your promises.
You're words are fake
and I see right though you.
Now heres the bumer, I cant write stories to save my life! I'm so bored just sitting here TRYING to come up with a story filled with
emotion for my first asignment and I just cant to it. =[
Bad chioce that I am now stuck with. I dislike creative writing.
i call it anger
i had all this anger and depression on me yesterday
instead of locking myself in my room
or just listing to music on my beg
i put on a garbage bag and went crazy
i dont know if im going to post a picture of it up or not
but i know it sure helped (more then yoga) :P
my mom said anything that takes out your anger is bad
i think when you keep it in
its worse.
It's been so long since I've seen the sunshine.
So long since the rain has stopped.
The sky is multiple shades of gray,
as If blue no longer existed.
It seems to be afternoon as soon as I awake.
The days seems to drag out,
as the thunder rumbles in the sky.
As if in anger with the word that has created it,
along with the dancing lighting that strikes with in the clouds.
Why is this happening?
A summer like no other.
The plants are drowning,
and the rivers over flow above its docks.
Could it be, we are the cause of such a change?
A change we complain about,
We look up and shout at the heavens.
Get mad because our plans are ruined.
We pace around the house wishing the sun would shine.
But the fault is ours,
we are to blame for the weather change.
So long since the rain has stopped.
The sky is multiple shades of gray,
as If blue no longer existed.
It seems to be afternoon as soon as I awake.
The days seems to drag out,
as the thunder rumbles in the sky.
As if in anger with the word that has created it,
along with the dancing lighting that strikes with in the clouds.
Why is this happening?
A summer like no other.
The plants are drowning,
and the rivers over flow above its docks.
Could it be, we are the cause of such a change?
A change we complain about,
We look up and shout at the heavens.
Get mad because our plans are ruined.
We pace around the house wishing the sun would shine.
But the fault is ours,
we are to blame for the weather change.
Well there's not much to say, its been a while since i wrote anything.
Summer is here I'm happy and at the same time so sad.
I have fears like we all do, and I wish they wont come true.
This summer I'm getting fit.
I power walk a mile everyday,
DDR until i burn 300 calories
work out with mini 10 pound weights.
I have goals too.
I want to read at least 5 good books,
I would like to get better at my spelling,
and I would like to keep in touch with most my friends.
Summer starts just 2 weeks ago
and I already miss them =[
I cant believe Kats moving
I'm going to miss her so much
and Randall needs to come over and bake sometime.
Ian is going to Maine
I'm going to miss him,
but I'll see this as a test.
If we last through 2 months of not being able to see each other
we might have a good chance of lasting a long time
that's pretty much it for now
Summer is here I'm happy and at the same time so sad.
I have fears like we all do, and I wish they wont come true.
This summer I'm getting fit.
I power walk a mile everyday,
DDR until i burn 300 calories
work out with mini 10 pound weights.
I have goals too.
I want to read at least 5 good books,
I would like to get better at my spelling,
and I would like to keep in touch with most my friends.
Summer starts just 2 weeks ago
and I already miss them =[
I cant believe Kats moving
I'm going to miss her so much
and Randall needs to come over and bake sometime.
Ian is going to Maine
I'm going to miss him,
but I'll see this as a test.
If we last through 2 months of not being able to see each other
we might have a good chance of lasting a long time
that's pretty much it for now
I just finished reading Walden Two, it's a pretty good book just some parts are less exciting then others.
It has to do with government, Utopias and power, along with man kind.
Something I agree on, others no so much.
It's that kind of book that makes you sit down and think.
Now I started reading Wicked, My best friend Randall just read it and said it was really good.
Lets hope so :]
It has to do with government, Utopias and power, along with man kind.
Something I agree on, others no so much.
It's that kind of book that makes you sit down and think.
Now I started reading Wicked, My best friend Randall just read it and said it was really good.
Lets hope so :]
Hypocrites
The government
Why the government wants to make abortions illegal
Why people think they can control the lives of others
Why people are afraid of change
Why the human race thinks its better then all other animals
Why we dont accept people who are different then ourselves
Hoe people can be so cruel
Why we pollute
Why people use there religion against others
How somebody can take pride/pleasure in killing/raping others
How we succeed off others failure
Why we must settle everything through war
Why people cant get along
How people let their lives fall apart due to drugs or greed
How the human mind works
A lot about life.
The government
Why the government wants to make abortions illegal
Why people think they can control the lives of others
Why people are afraid of change
Why the human race thinks its better then all other animals
Why we dont accept people who are different then ourselves
Hoe people can be so cruel
Why we pollute
Why people use there religion against others
How somebody can take pride/pleasure in killing/raping others
How we succeed off others failure
Why we must settle everything through war
Why people cant get along
How people let their lives fall apart due to drugs or greed
How the human mind works
A lot about life.
So I come to visit, it's been a while.
I hate what I see and I want to cry,
I hate what I see and I want to cry,
but you don't care.
You're not aware
of how much pain you put us through
Yeah us, not just me but my brother too.
Dad look at you!
It's been so long since I've had a hug,
So long since I heard "I love you"
I thought things got better,
until you passed out.
So what the hell am I suppose to do now?
It's been so long since I've seen the blue of your eyes,
and I look at you and suddenly the tears puddle
and they fall, I have no control,
as I'm watching you die.
You leave me alone and crawl into your shell,
take a knife and stab at the bugs that are not there.
Your face full of bleeding and sores,
and your skin so thin and tight on the bone.
When you look in the mirror do you like what you see?
Or do you not care that your making me weep?
No wonder Mom left you,
your making Jake sad.
And i take back that coin that said "# 1 Dad"
Now I'm on my own,
With no Dad and no Mother.
You left us alone, just me and my brother.
Does your heart still beat red?
Or is it black to the core?
I hope that your sober,
when you read what I've said.
Just so you know,
I wont believe when you say "I'm going to change"
It's not the first time we've been down that lane.
You're not aware
of how much pain you put us through
Yeah us, not just me but my brother too.
Dad look at you!
It's been so long since I've had a hug,
So long since I heard "I love you"
I thought things got better,
until you passed out.
So what the hell am I suppose to do now?
It's been so long since I've seen the blue of your eyes,
and I look at you and suddenly the tears puddle
and they fall, I have no control,
as I'm watching you die.
You leave me alone and crawl into your shell,
take a knife and stab at the bugs that are not there.
Your face full of bleeding and sores,
and your skin so thin and tight on the bone.
When you look in the mirror do you like what you see?
Or do you not care that your making me weep?
No wonder Mom left you,
your making Jake sad.
And i take back that coin that said "# 1 Dad"
Now I'm on my own,
With no Dad and no Mother.
You left us alone, just me and my brother.
Does your heart still beat red?
Or is it black to the core?
I hope that your sober,
when you read what I've said.
Just so you know,
I wont believe when you say "I'm going to change"
It's not the first time we've been down that lane.
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